Memories
i remember when he was born he was the cutest little thing in the world and everyone wanted him he was the center of attention. he was always making the funniest faces when he slept and spronza was always messing with him which made him make the funny faces and it was always so funny and he did the randomest things. i remember when he was balling his eyes out and just that one time. i held him and he stopped crying and fell asleep. i felt like the specialist person in the world =]
| esperanza.... antonio's big sissy |
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my baby brother was an amazing little angel. i remember everything about him and his short time with us. from his full head of hair to his long toes :) he knew deep down inside i was his favorite. when my mom was in the hospital about to have him she told the nurse that i was to be the first one to hold baby after they weighed him. sure enough when the doctor and my grandma kilmer walked in, everyone put out there hands but my grandma said that i was to hold antonio first. i was so excited. from the second i laid my eyes on my brother i knew he was special. of course everyone says there baby is special and the most precious gift on earth but i have to say my brother was way above all the others. for as young as my brother was he very smart. i remember every single time i tried to hold him he wouldnt want to be kept still. he always wanted sissy to bounce him back in forth. but for anyone else holding him it seemed like he just was at peace laying still. it was irratating at first but then i thought ... it's because im his favorite:) my mom used to get very angry with me because i would mess with my brother while he was sleeping but i think back and i am very grateful i did otherwise i wouldn't have gotten as many funny moments and laughs with him as i did. i loved him alot and i still do. he is always in my thoughts.
| Shannon Bishop mommy of angel baby Anton |
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To my little angel in the sky, mommy wants u to know that she loves you and thinks of you always, there is not a day that goes by that i don't think of you. You were here only for a short time, but in that very short 1 month and 5 days you touched so many hearts. Your brothers and sisters miss you just as i do. The pain of loosing you has been so unbearable, that at times I just don't want to have to go on. All I ask of you is a small sign of your presence so that mommy's heart can be put to ease even if its only for 10 seconds. I need to know that you are around. Sometimes when i'm asleep i can hear you cry but when i awake you are no where to be found. Baby boy mommy loves and misses u. i'm sending you a big hug and kiss just remember mommy carries you within her heart always
Love your mommy
THIS IS A POEM THAT MY KIDS PICKED OUT FOR BABY ANTONIO'S MEMORIAL SERVICE A LETTER FROM MY ANGEL TO ME
Sorry I didn't get to stay, to laugh, to run, to play,to be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you To make your loving heart anew T help you look up and see bolth god and little me. Mommy, I wish i could have stayed, just like I heard you prey But, all the little angel's did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause he's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad but to give us bolth a chance to bea love so precious.... don't you see? Up here no troubles do i see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where i play. you'll come here too mommy, someday. Until that day you join me here I'll love you mommy dear. Each breeze you feel and see brings LOVE and a KISS from ME.
| Shannon Angel baby Antonio's mommy |
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A POEM TO MY SON
ANTONIO SANABRIA MEDINA JR.
07-17-2008 - 08-22-2008
I wish you were here, I wish you were near, Oh how i miss you dear. I'm feeling so much pain deep down in my heart. I feel as if i'm falling apart. Baby boy I want you to know mommy's love is true, and one day i'll be there with you, to hold you tight and let you know that things will be alright. Do you hear me prey? Do you hear me cry? everyday and every night. I wanted you to stay, but god took you away. He knew you were special and made up his mind. Life is unfair and I don't know why. I wish you were here, I wish you were near, I can't get you off my mind. I need you i want you. I don't want to live without you. forever will i love you, until the day i die. with love always mommy
| Shannon mommy of angel baby Antonio |
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This is a poem i wrote to my son:
So Many Questions Do I Have
So many questions do i have, but not one answer will i ever have. I try to believe but don't know if i can. ARE YOU THERE LORD? Cause i have just one demand. "Send me my son lord if you can". I need some answers so that i can understand. Does he know I love him more than you can? Does he know I will be there one day to watch him run and play? Tell him I love him and without him I don't want to be. Tell him you took him and I wanted him here with me. Why lord? why would you take someone so precious from me?STOP being selfish lord and please think of me. My love for him is so precious, don't you see? Why take from the good and not the bad?I guess that's one thing i'll never understand. I keep him with me right close to my heart, till the day comes that we are no longer apart. LOTS OF LOVE
From: your mommy
| Shannon Bishop Antonio's mommy |
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their are so many memories of my son i really don't know where to begin he used to wrinkle his forehead when he was mad he would smile in his sleep he always wanted to nurse it was like he could never get full he looked so much like his daddy he is and was the most precious thing i could ever ask for sometimes at night i can still here him cry i close my eyes and can still see his precious face I can still smell his scent i miss him more than anything in this world he is my little angel
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